What is Bereavement
Grief is a multi-faceted response to loss. Although conventionally focused on the emotional response to loss, it also has a physical, cognitive, behavioural, social and philosophic...
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grr grieving sucks i want it to be over
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Grieving
I feel like something’s missing. I feel like there’s a hole in my heart and the love is slowly pouring This is so hard, I feel no connection. After he died it was like a volcano, the lava was slowly piling up and then there was an explosion. Grieving has no explanation And there is no easy solution Grief has no structure And that is just torture Grief is like gravity With absolutely no positivity Grief really sucks So much so it turns into a her of annoying quacking ducks I wish I could just move on. I wish this grieving shit could be over by the crack of don. I can’t focus on school or homework at all. Once someone you love dies your positivity is surely to fall My grandma isn’t doing too good. So by her side is where I stood I went to the condo of which my granddad died I thought to myself and I denied. I wanted to cry but I had to be strong I wish I could talk to the grieving devil in my head and say so long. It is this that is making me lose my sanity. My heart and soul are in pure agony. Grieving makes me so mad I want to kick it in the ass. I wish it was as easy to get rid of as cutting a piece of grass. I feel like I can’t cry in front of anyone I’m related to and I don’t why I just want this shit to pass by. Greif took my appetite And I want us to reunite. Grieving sucks like stepping into a wad of gum It’s making me feel so glum. Grieving has turned out the lights. And it feels like a bunch of bug bites. Grieving is socially unacceptable. Grieving is truly unbelievable. I feel like no one gets how bad it is. They just say gee whiz. Grieving is so stupid all it does is make me cry. When I’m not crying physically I’m crying mentally and it feels so bad to lie. I’m crying inside. And all I want is my Granddad beside. I just want to be together. When I’m not I feel under the weather. I know he wouldn’t want me to be sad. All this shit is just making me so mad. When this grieving shit is over he and I will both be glad. This shit aint rad I hate being in this position. I just wish there could be a resurrection Posted on 09/28/09, 10:09 am |
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Writing down your feelings in the form of a poem is a good thing. It helps you vent. Keep it up and let it out on paper. 
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Dear Falcon,
I am so sorry you lost your grandfather, someone you love so much. It is horribly painful and all the things you write about in your poem express the grief process as it is. Keep posting here and do reach out to people who understand. You are right that most people just don't get the intensity of grief. So it is important to honor yourself and your grandfather but reaching out to people who do understand. You will get through this. You can carry the things you loved about your grandfather inside you, incorporate him into your being. In time, the extreme intensity will ease and it will be easier to cope. I am so sorry you lost your dear grandfather and that you are hurting so much. We are here for you.
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Dear Falcon,
I think you do such a beautiful job of expressing your feelings. I want to run away and pretend it didn't happen until I think of her (my mom). Then, I get upset and don't know what to do. I'd give anything to run away but it doesn't work. I think your poem expresses very well the feelings associated with grief and your grief. Keep doing the things that will help you feel better. I thank GOD every day for the friends and others in my life that have been so positive. Remember there are people here that care about you.
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I enjoyed reading your poem expressing your experience coping with grief. It is important to express those feelings of anger and sadness, and the powerful longing to be with the person. Take care of yourself, you will feel better, it just takes some time.
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