What is Autism-Autism-Spectrum
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Wednesday November 25, 2009
Sad Stories
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I see her little blue and pink rollers .Her little leather mary janes that I bought for myself but she loved them so they became hers.. every place i look reminds me of the good and bad times we shared. I miss the smell of the Ben Gay that comforted her, I am angry with myself because i hid it because it gave me a headache..As the trees start to flower with spring, i think of how much she loved h...
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I am so sad and depressed. I went to counseling today. I was supposed to have EMDR but we just talked, instead. That was ok with me. I cried a lot. Seems the longer Scott is gone the more I miss him. The special events have been tough but it is the daily, little stuff, I miss the most. Even when we were going through the worst with his addiction I still h...1 Recommendation10 Comments
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Sat. Night: I am so tired of this! Living, but not. Just doing time. I don't want to be here anymore. Even with family that loves me. I am tired of the pain. I am tired of trying to explain myself. I am tired of going through the motions. I am tired of putting one foot in front of the other. I am tired of sleeping when I shouldn'...1 Recommendation14 Comments
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Sat. Night: Today was a total melt down day....off/on. I don't know what is the matter with me! I would be ok, then I would just burst into tears! I did get a lot done around the house...I guess it was a good distraction between the horrible moments. There were plenty of those. I haven't "really" cried for a few days. I guess it just bui...1 Recommendation11 Comments
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Wednesday night: First of all, to those who have sent such kind messages, thank you. As always, you are my strength when I cannot stand alone. Such a loss! I adored Melissa! It is like losing a daughter. We have grown very close since Scott died. Adam and she have been together 1 1/2 years and were planning on getting married next summer. She, as I have said be...1 Recommendation16 Comments
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Sunday night late: I am still trying... These past couple of weeks have been so tough! Adam was having a really hard time today as this would've been his and Melissa's 18 month anniversary of being together. They had planned a small vacation to St. Louis. My heart aches for him! I talked to her Mom yesterday and like all of us she has a better day...1 Recommendation10 Comments
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It is late Sat. night or early Sun......Father's Day. We lost Scott on Father's Day 2007, although his actual angel date is June 17th. I am so sad. I remember I saw him alive last the night before about 9:30 p.m. I told him to be careful and I loved him. He gave me a cockeyed grin and left. At about 10:30 a.m. ( Father's Day) I heard him ...1 Recommendation14 Comments
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Over the last almost 4 yr's there has been suspicions that my daughter has cystic fibrosis. About 3 1/2 yr's ago they tested her many, many times and it came back positive so they started treating her, than one doc took another test and it came back negative and that's where everything was haulted and treatment was stopped. Well the question has been raised all over again and they'...1 Recommendation16 Comments
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The baby girl is so scared of thunder storms. So last night during the storm, she wanted to call her daddy. So I called him for her. She gets on the phone with him and she is crying for him. Not just crying but she has really huge tears streaming down her face and she sounded so heart broken. I know it hurt him to hear her like that. She was so upset. I felt so bad for calling him. She was fine u...1 Recommendation9 Comments
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7-29-09: Night before last I found out one of Scott and Adam's friends was in a SEVERE car accident on the eleventh of July. I don't know why we hadn't heard. Kenneth was one of Scott's pallbearers. A twenty-three year old crossed a median, went air-born and flew head on into Kenneth's car. That driver was thrown and killed at the scene. Ken...1 Recommendation9 Comments
