What is Autism-Autism-Spectrum
Autism is classified as a neurodevelopmental disorder which manifests itself in markedly abnormal social interaction, communication ability, patterns of interests, and patterns of ...
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Thursday November 26, 2009
Painful Stories
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I had a major meltdown last night before bed. I didn't even realize I was crying until tears started to puddle on the table. I had things to think about from my last EMDR therapy and I wrote about it last night. It was hard but I think another part has come together. I hope so. This is what I wrote, parenthesis are thoughts: My Son Is Dead Scott... Sco...
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Jasin had an appt today for the DR I showed him the EI evaluations and we talked about them for awhile and then he started checking the baby out,doing all the normal things and then he started checking his hearing and then his vision.He had me to turn off the light and he flashed a light in his eyes and then took it back and then went to do it again and ...3 Recommendations20 Comments
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weazer is dead.
i feel like i failed her. i did fail her. when i tell k he will say, never use a vet because when you do the animals die. that's his experience. my vet (one of three) ripped me off. the one last week "had no appointments" as he was going away. this one knows an ex of mine but his new wife does billing. they billed me fo...1 Recommendation9 Comments -
Sunday Night: It is a little over a week since Melissa died. Her Mom came over yesterday and brought a plant, to me, in an Angel vase and pink/yellow roses for Adam. He was always giving her roses. DAMN! I already miss her so much. She was such a joyful person. I have posted 4 photos. Please take a minute to look. This is just one step un...1 Recommendation16 Comments
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When does it get better? When do I stop caring what he does or where he goes? When will I be able to sleep at night? The whole marriage has been nothing but heartache for me. In his eyes I had no right to be upset with him for anything he did, and I still don't. I wasn't allowed to say how I was feeling or express my thoughts or ideas. This is typical o...3 Recommendations5 Comments
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I have been in a lot of pain because there seems to be a war in my head. Things are much more chaotic than usual as Lisa seesm to be gathering strength and she is capable of really making big trouble as she will take money to have sex. Lisa almost got me us in trouble once when she was nearly arrested for prostitution and we have been tryng very hard to control her since then...5 Recommendations20 Comments
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IM NOT WORTH THE TIME ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HE GETS 2 DAYS OFF EVERY 6 DAYS AND WHAT DOES HE DO?????? HE WORKS!!! !!!!
I mean he takes phone calls about work all day and tomorrow he has scheduled a meeting.
Im obviously not worth spending time with.
I told him that, I said "When do I get a day with you??" and I got no answer, now he hasnt even spoken to me for 3 hours, wont loo...1 Recommendation13 Comments -
4-3-09: This is a rough day for me. It was 29 years ago, today, this was one of the hardest days of my life. Now, it is still hard, but nothing compares to the pain of losing Scott.
I have really been struggling, again, about not doing CPR, (although it seemed too late) and wishing I had just gone in Scott's room thirty minutes earlier. I miss my boy so very much! ...1 Recommendation11 Comments -
i never had a suregey that looks as horrible as mine... i feel like i been beaten up. the where the took the instruments i mean it bruised so bad it real dark purple... i had lapscopic before on my ovaries and never had this type of brusies... i dont know if he was in a hurry or if maybe i should been open up to propery get to it better..
now i scared to even have my henia fixed by him. &nbs...1 Recommendation6 Comments -
Please every one rember my family in your prayer's as wego threw the hardest day ever.Tomorrow we will be burring my mamow.I hope to night will go by so slow.I have cried so much my eye's fell like they are going to fall out or catch on fire from burning so much!!!!!I loved my mamow so much and i know she loved me to death.I didnt let the kid's go to the funneral hometo night as Nick ...3 Recommendations5 Comments
