What is Alcoholism
Alcoholism is a powerful craving for alcohol which often results in the compulsive consumption of alcohol, an addiction. The cause of this craving is heavily debated, but the most ...
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just came to me when i was running...
***~~~...if you cannot find happiness, peace and deal with your present life now, then the sadness, hurtful things of your past, will never heal...~~~***
be strong now, feel love around you, find your strength and believe all other things will become easier to deal with.
to start...
this is how i feel bout myself most of the time
sometimes im happy i think this is...
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I had a nightmare about this and thought I would share. I dont really bring up my past much as I know alot of peeps here have been through worse. My step father was a very cruel and mean man, but he never did anything sexually to us.. Thank God.. Just physical, mental and very much emotionally. My mother only stopped him once. When he was going to throw a lamp at me when I called the police on hi...9 Recommendations37 Comments
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My symptoms...
• Chronic muscle pain & aching (constant in neck, back, arms, legs, knees, ankles)
• Sensitivity to touch (physiotherapist pressed on 18 trigger points for FM, & 17 were sensitive: Jan 2008)
• Tingling of skin (legs, heels)
• Muscle spasms (legs)
• Temporomandibular...2 Recommendations38 Comments -
im still pissed of at mother russia....killing civilians....i've seen pictures of people covered in blood with tears running down there face....the young moving rubble to find there fucking parents....and for what????nothing....but pride....well im no longer fucking proud to be half russian....i dont want this fucking blood running through my system anymore....fuck you russia durag!!!!1 Recommendation27 Comments
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OK this is the third time in a few weeks that I have gotten sick to my stomach. I don't think it's the flu. I went out one night, ate mexican seafood and drank a wine that I have never heard of. I need to stop drinking, I know, but it was a fun night and I was really stressed. I hardly have fun anymore so I thought I deserved some fun. Now I have been sick for days. My doctor is...1 Recommendation25 Comments
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I got a phone call yesterday from my best friends daughter Mary Kay. Her mother Mary died 5 years ago. We were like sisters.. She had many ills and never complained. Anyway, Mary Kay told me that she had Jerry (Marys husband) in a golf tournament but couldnt reach him. After four days she sent her Brother in law to check in on him. Jerrys car was there but the front door was locked. Brian climbed...2 Recommendations22 Comments
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my heart is resting in my Lords hands. The struggles are too much for me to hold. He greatfuly holds me when I am unable to hold myself.
Yesterday was the first day that just did not want dialysis. Feelings of wanting to be with the Lord ran through my thoughts, so Him holding me is wonderful.
With Jamie and Steve both having cancer it is very consuming of my prayers and thoughts. Jamie should know...2 Recommendations22 Comments -
I think Im done but I dont know.. I think I have had it but I dont know.. I think im scared and I know it.. I just dont know what to do anymore.. God forbid that one of my children die.. I hope so deseperately that he takes me first.. I wish it with my whole heart and soul.. Not that i want to die right now.. But I will be damned if one of my kids go before me.. And right now, I just dont care ab...3 Recommendations18 Comments
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Well I worked all day yesterday and ofcourse was on DS. Just sitting here I started slipping into the deep dark hole of depression. Nothing triggered it, wasnt having an awful day, although my son yelled at me for making one small mistake on some paperwork, like he never makes any mistakes the freakin little OCD brat...... Anyway. I was reading some posts and I just wanted to start tearing some h...1 Recommendation20 Comments
