Agoraphobia & Social Anxiety Support Group

for close to two weeks now I have not been feeling good. it's mostly my head, sinus area and that scalpy soreness when you have a fever (but I don't have a fever), running sinuses and a cough and light headed, but I am always light headed and my sinuses are usually irritated if not worse.

Today I seem to have added nausea to the mix. I'm also very dizzy but that might be because hubby blew up and had an old fashioned fit like he used to have where he throws things (he didn't blow up at me, it's something that didn't work on the computer, sigh. At least he didn't smash the computer, something to be grateful for)

We've both been uber stressed, and I can understand that he finally blew. It's not fun though and my body is reacting to it (he stormed out of the house so I can let my body relax or at least try to let it relax now)

I"m tired of not feeling good, day by day life is not enjoyable and not easy and being agoraphobic (or in his case he has clinical depression) life is just extra challenging at times.

I took on a newspaper route, not much money but a bit, every bit helps right. I'm not sure if I can do it though, will find out on Tuesday.sigh. even a stupid newspaper delivery job gets hard when I'm not feeling good.
Posted on 11/05/09, 02:11 pm