Acute myelogenous leukemia (AML), also known as acute myeloid leukemia, is a cancer of the myeloid line of blood cells. The median age of patients with AML is 70; it is rare among ...
My Dear Brother Brent passed away at 3:00 AM December 24th, my family is devistated and we will never be the same. He was a great man and his Dr said that Brent never complained, always had a smile on his face and impressed him more than any patient he has ever had. His identicle twin Lyle is absolutely crushed, they were together thier intire life, they lived in mirror condos and had a...
It is four oclock in the morning and I am standing on the back deck, it is misty, warm and a bit erie like we are in a cloud. I am barefoot and wearing a navy blue dress I have had on for three days and nights, and that is it well except for the drips and slops down the front, coffee, soup, dog hair and dried tears. I am watching the outline of my dog go to the bathroom by the lellow ...
I am shocked and destroyed, my brother has gone from our lives, leaving us in hellish grief and pain. I would say it just couldnt get any worse, but it could, I am worried about my other brother, Brents' identicle twin Lyle. I have been sobbing, this was not supposed to happen like this, it is crazy I will have to write this later, I cant see the screen
Postponed. Another week. Yay and DAMNIT! ------------------ You know- it's just so odd.. I am happy and pissed at the same time that it is postponed. Just so happily pissed off. Happily pissed. HAH! I amuse myself. :D *sigh* I'll be able to watch 4th of July fireworks :) And spend my 4th wedding anniversary with my husband :) And spend some time with my brother (who I am NOT going to tell...
"Society today, is composed of a series of institutions. From political institutions, legal institutions, religious institutions. To institutions of social class, familiar values,and occupational specialization. It is obvious, the profound influence these traditionalized structures have in shaping our understandings and perspectives. Yet, of all the social institutions, we are born into...
I have now been accused of saying some pretty nasty stuff, stuff I wouldnt say. I wonder if it is possible for someone to use my profile and say nasty things to people I dont even know. I am very nervous about this as there are some pretty mean people on here in places. I am out of the depression group and left the chronic pain group for both groups just being mean to others. I just don...
I dreamt about my mother last night. I don't remember much except that she was sitting in a wheelchair and she had her Alzheimer's. Like it was at the end. But for some reason, she had that blissfully unaware Alzheimer's. The blank look, empty smile. Not the agitated, anxious, upset Alzheimer's that my mom had. I got to hug her. I buried m...
This has been a very stressful year, I am glad it is over. I hope all of my friends are ok and will have a wonderful 2009. I am not in the mood to celebrate tonight, I am still a big pile of tear stained goo. My brother will be missed so much, it is like my family is forever damaged. Growing up the kids were like the group that couldnt be beat, there were six of us, four boys and...
I've been thinking a LOT about the future-- My biggest goal being to have a family, and I have always ALWAYS known that adoption was going to play a major part of that (since I was a YOUNG child I always said I was going to adopt).. I am going to need a LOT of mental help dealing with this. The moment kids are brought up... it's like a whole new war broke out and I was hit with some shrapn...
Never underestimate your kids. Overheard in carpool today: (I was taking to Jordan about painting a birthday canvas for her Auntie Liz today and the others were interested.) Joby: Jordan, do you have orange to paint the sun? Jordan: Do I mommy? Me: Nope. (distractedly asked) what color paints do you need to make yellow (I said I was distracted, people)? Jordan: You can't make ye...