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Attention-deficit hyperactivity disorder (ADHD) is a neurologic syndrome that exhibits symptoms such as hyperactivity, forgetfulness, mood shifts, poor impulse control, and distrac...
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Friday November 27, 2009
Anxious Stories
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I feel so badly. Several people I've reached out to try and talk with me and I have had to ignore them. I haven't ignored anyone because I didn't care,but because I've been very very scared about an upcoming date and a promise I had made to myself. March 12 would have been my mother's 83rd birthday. It's also the 4th year since she's been dead. ...
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Feelin pretty down and low in confidence right now and i dont like it! Think this comes from a bad experience i had last night which has left me a little shaken. Until then since i left work i hadnt had any major incidents with my anxiety and panic attacks, had the usual little everyday worries but nothin that i felt i couldnt deal with or that got outa hand, till last night! Whats wierd als...1 Recommendation9 Comments
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Agggghhhh!
i just wrote a whole entry and it got deleted with the wrong touch of a button.
what does that mean? besides that i effed up?
it drives home the point i was making, or th.e general feeling of frustration that i have.
that things, feelings, life in general is beyond my control.
but also that our thoughts create our feelings.
and feelings create more feelings.
deep and vague. boggy.
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I feel really uncomfortable right now. I am really hot and I feel like I'm going to sweat. I am really restless and I can't stay still. I think that I'm having night time anxiety. I have not been able to sleep well at night for a few weeks now. I have been really hot and uncomfortable when I lay down to go to sleep. I've been really uncomfortable and my legs and my body can...1 Recommendation10 Comments
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How funny that just yesterday I journaled about accepting myself and today I deserve nothing less than starvation and death. I HATE my fat stupid thigshs. The rest of my body is losing weight while I still hve a butt and thighs and I wish I could cut them off and if it meant bleeding to death to look thinner, so be it. I HATE myself so much. I can't do anything right. Normally I don't men...1 Recommendation12 Comments
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Sacrifice myself? NO WAY! Maybe bend a little? perhaps...
Saturday, July 19, 2008 |
by: MermaidSi...
Hello all and hope you are doing well. This journal entry finds me in a precarious position. Recently, one of the girls who I had been trying to please, who is really a sweet girl, messaged me. She said she was noticing I seemed really sad and not myself lately and did I want to hang out? I was floored. Here I had been thinking she'd been ignoring me, but she went on to explain that she'd...1 Recommendation8 Comments -
Trip
So yesterday, I headed to Edwards AFB, CA to begin my Medical Evaluation Board process. What a crappy ass drive that was. I was in a government vehicle and couldn't go above 65. It didn't matter though because the route was a bunch of hills through country. The worst part of it is I took all the roads the truckers used. I hope I don't have to make tha...1 Recommendation8 Comments -
I HAVEN'T WRITTEN IN A WHILE. HAD LOTS OF STUFF GOING ON.
I HAVE BEEN OVERLY MEDICATED AND MADE INTO A ZOMBEE, MY MARRIAGE IS COMING APART BECAUSE OF IT, AND SO IS MY LIFE.
I WANT TO BE BACK TO NORMAL. I KNOW I HAVE TO TAKE SOME THING FOR MY BIPOLOR, AND FOR MY PANIC AND ANIXITY. BUT I DON'T HAVE TO BE A ZOMBEE.
THE PAIN MEDS I WAS ON HAD ME ALL SCREWED UP AND I HAVE FOUND THAT THE AMOUNT OF...1 Recommendation9 Comments -
I just took a pregnancy test because i was going to get a coil fitted and they wanted a test done first. Well it showed positive. My husband wanted me to have an abortion but i really cant do that. Ive got 2 test left then if they are both posative i am going to go to the doctor to tell them. Im not really sure if im ready for another kid already, i wanted another one eventually but im just not s...1 Recommendation8 Comments
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Changing in front of the mirror is a ritual for me.
When I'm feeling unhappy, stressed, anxious, angry (or any sort of emotion, really), I'll spend about 10 seconds washing my face, and then change into my pyjamas. I'll spend close to an hour (no exaggeration) poking and prodding my stomach, thighs, buttocks, calves, breasts, arms. In between, I'll close my eyes, hoping...1 Recommendation11 Comments
